


Counting
Our Blessings At The Track
As
some of you know and many, I suspect, don't, our family spends
many of its weekends from spring to fall racing go-karts locally
and on a regional circuit that has us travel to Illinois,
Indiana, Michigan and Pennsylvania. Through our hobby we have
become aware of many blessings and I believe that's what Pastor
Bell wanted me to speak to.
First, God has
blessed my life with four wonderful women, all of whom are
my very favorite people. Naturally, they would be my favorite
people by just having them in my life but God has further
blessed me by having them share my life-long fascination with
racing - not necessarily a natural since racing is still essentially
a male dominated sport.
Because racing
has been a part of their family life ever since they were
babies, it has been suggested that Dana's, Julie's and Tracy's
involvement was inevitable. But judging by the number of people
who have come up to me over the years and said, "I think
it is so great that your three daughters are interested in
racing with you", I'm not sure it is "inevitable"
for everyone. Nevertheless, when those people tell me that,
I always try to thank them and let them know that I am blessed.
We have been blessed
with the opportunity and means to form our team, acquire the
necessary equipment, maintain it and travel to distant races.
And not a day goes by that I don't remind myself of how blessed
I am that at ages 20, 17 and 17 I have daughters that still
want to come out and play with cars on a regular basis - just
about every other week we all work together toward a common
goal. That is a gift that I don't take for granted.
In the four years that we've been involved in karting God
has blessed us with a large family of racing friends. Beyond
just sharing the same interests, these are folks of good humor
and spirit. Folks that will fight tooth and nail over a piece
of ground on the track but off the track will give you anything
you need to keep you racing - including the sweat off their
brow.
Dana and Tracy
are our drivers and it has become obvious that God has blessed
them with a fair amount of talent and good judgment. Both
have demonstrated excellent judgment on the track under extreme
competitive pressure and as a parent this is more important
than talent. And, I must add, good judgment is not limited
to the track - Julie is a dedicated and integral part of the
crew and has been our kart club's pointskeeper the past two
years. But having driven the kart a few times, she has had
the good sense to know she prefers to leave the racing to
her sisters. Her famous last words upon emerging from her
last session was, "I don't know why you guys do that"
while shaking her head.
This is important
to me because I would never want any of the girls to do anything
to simply be part of the group - in this case for Julie to
drive or race just because her sisters are doing it. In fact,
I often remind Dana and Tracy that if they are no longer enjoying
the driving, if they no longer feel the exhilaration is worth
the risks, there is no disgrace in quitting. As with all dangerous
sports, you must do it for yourself and no one else.
And our greatest
blessings are realized when the green flag falls. Just so
that there is no misunderstanding, these are not the go-karts
you find at Magic Mountain or Sports Ohio. What we are racing
are sophisticated, specially built racing go-karts capable
of out accelerating and out corning most road cars - hitting
speeds of 65mph while 1 ½ inches off the ground and
with sometimes less than that between the karts.
The physical demands
are nothing similar either. We often encounter the perception
that racing these karts is just a matter of cruising around
and not hitting anything. On the contrary, the physical demands
of driving these karts are exceptionally high. And even higher
when fighting for position - using every fiber of your being
to get around the driver in front of you taxes virtually every
muscle and stretches every sinew. To drive competitively demands
athletic fitness.
As I alluded to
earlier, there is an element of risk associated with such
an endeavor. Generally, karting is very safe but it is a lot
like motorcycle racing in that there are no seat belts, no
roll bars, no airbags, no doors - in the case of a violent
accident the drivers are far better off separating themselves
from their machines.
Of course Dana
and Tracy wear a variety of safety equipment every time they
take to the track. But all racing can be brutal and unforgiving
when something goes wrong. And we've been around racing long
enough to be aware of these risks.
That "something
going wrong" can be the driver making a mistake, even
a very slight one; the crew making a mistake, giving the driver
and unsafe kart (as the team's Crew Chief, you can imagine
how seriously I take that one); an undetected mechanical failure
on the kart - when stressing any piece of equipment, components
can break without warning; and of course being the victim
of another driver's mistake or otherwise becoming involved
in someone else's accident. Obviously the driver can work
to minimize his or her mistakes and Dana and Tracy are very
good at this. But we are all human and despite our absolute
best efforts, mistakes can be made on the track and off. Add
to this these other perils that are beyond our control and
we quickly discover that all any of us can do is trust in
God's grace to keep us safe. On the quiet early morning drive
out to the track I often let God know I'm counting on Him
to keep those perils in check
The racing day,
for me especially, is a constant flurry of activity as we
participate in 3 practice sessions and 6 races typically.
I refer to it as a 10 hour war. If we're not in battle, we're
preparing for the next one. There is handling and performance
debriefings with the girls after each track session, downloading
and analysis of data captured while the kart was on the track,
mechanical prep of the karts between races and discussions
on strategy for the next race. But there are a couple minutes
just before every race, when there is nothing left for me
to do - all preparations have been done, Dana or Tracy is
in her kart suited up, the engine has been started and we
are waiting for the group to be released out on to the track.
I've done everything I could as mechanic and coach and I have
to step back and let my driver take over. It is in these few
moments that I say always a quick simple prayer: "Keep
her safe Lord, and she'll do the rest".
I have used that
quickie prayer since I started racing in my teens and it has
been always been answered. It is my way of saying "only
You can protect her from the things that are out of our control
- You do that and she'll use the skills You've given her to
finish as well as she can today". It might surprise you
that a good finishing position is not included in that prayer.
In 30 years I have never asked God for assistance in finishing
positions regardless of what prize, championship or other
accolade has been in the balance. I've always believed the
talents God has given us will, if we use them to their fullest,
earn us the result we deserve.
So how do we thank
God for all these blessings he's bestowed on us? We do the
only thing we can do and the thing we as Christians have been
called to do: witness to others.
I wish I could
stand here and say I can approach fellow racers and speak
to them of Jesus' saving grace spontaneously but I've never
gotten good at that. Given the fast-paced, competitive setting
of the racing day, evangelizing is not practical and maybe
not even appropriate. Instead, we try witness our faith in
more subtle but consistent ways:
1. Our karts "advertise" our faith. In
prior years we had let everyone know who REALLY powered our
team. This year both our karts have Romans 8:28 displayed
prominently on them as well as on our website. "And we
know that in all things God works for the good of those who
love Him, who have been called according to his purpose."
We chose this verse because it so easily applies to our hobby.
It is a comfort to know that whatever happens - and I do mean
whatever - during the course of our racing day will be for
the overall good of us that love God.
2. Given the opportunity
in conversation we will let people know who is really in control
of our team and our lives. The messages on our karts have
led to conversations with people that could recite the verse
for us and with others who needed a little refresher. But
it is the people that haven't asked or commented that I pray
its presence has the most affect on. This, I hope, is our
mustard seed that we sow to settle in fertile ground somewhere
around us.
3. And, of course,
with this comes the responsibility to be good examples as
Christians by competing fairly, honestly and in good conduct.
And I will tell you - before one of the girls do - that in
the intense, highly charged competitive atmosphere at the
track we occasionally fail. Miserably. Okay, mostly it is
me that fails miserably. But I hope and pray that our behavior
the other 90% of the time can be a testament to the power
God's love in our lives to those who may not be aware of it
and have them see in us something that makes that seed sprout.
I don't know why
God has given us this particular set of interests and skills
and passion but He has and in doing so has blessed us in many,
many ways and we will use the opportunities they bring us
to spread the Good News as best we can.
And let God do
the rest.
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